|comfort in being this hurt
||[Aug. 17th, 2007|02:03 pm]
Interesting. Sometimes i do feel the need to say something to people. Sometimes i feel betrayed and just shit. Maybe she was right, dont be so nice to them. Look at what they did to you. Not only am i being treated like shit.. but it just makes me feel worse about myself. Thats why i want to keep to myself.
About the night before, that happend between two people who get along. Never would i thought of that. Apperently, im just there. But i support every action you take. Being with someone or without... we're not really together. Your more of a bro to me. Somehow i need to realize what i have to do. But im sure you living in the past and ive been trying to bring u to the present. Your at ur lowest.. and i am too..
I dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now. There are many things i'd like to say to you.. but i dont know how. Because maybe your going to be the one that saves me.